I would walk
I would walk
I would walk
I would walk
I would walk
I would walk
I would walk
A song dedicated for my love, by TradeMark
TradeMark - Only love
2am and the rain is falling
Here we are at the crossroads once again
You're telling me you're so confused
You cant make up your mind
Is this meant to be
You're asking me
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
Thats something only love can do
In your arms as d dawn is breaking
Face 2 face & a thousand miles apart
Ive tried my best to make you see
Theres hope beyond the pain
If we give enough
If we learn to trust
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
Thats something only love can do
I know if I could find the words
To touch you deep inside
You'll give my dreams just 1 more chance
To let this be our last goodbye
But only love can stay
Try again or walk away
But i believe for you and me
The sun will shine one day
So i just play my part
Pray you'll have a change of heart
But i can make you see it through
Thats something only love can do
Thats something only love can do
500 miles;3:25 PM
7 July went to malaysia with my family, relatives and Pei Wen. It was a new experience for me cos i would be spending time with Pei Wen and getting to know her through another angle. I guess its good as it shows the true side of both me and her. This trip is another foundation built and i'm glad i invited her along. We went to Mount Ophir and its an awesome place to be at, the waterfall is refreshing as it shows the magnificence of God's creation.
that's me climbing the waterfall(not even half way)
The people around the waterfall and pools. The water is very cooling.
Just a small part of the waterfall.
Look at the beauty of nature would help me freshen up and remember God's creation. Its so awesome to just see the water flowing down from the top.
Another happening would be that i would be needed to adjust into my new life which would be very rich and full of surprises. God has heard my prayers and I am really thankful. That's why they say God is a God that listen to prayers. Just in His time that he will make things happen. I'm really so full of thanks to the people who were by my side supporting me, and also thanking God for blessing me with a new life to start with.
500 miles;5:53 PM
Now is a time of transition for me and her so I will really treasure the time spent together with her and we have a mutual understanding over each other. I believe we can work out one day just need the right time and all. And most importantly trust God to lead this r/s. This week would be an important period where we would really pray about our r/s and see how God will give us the answer. God, thank you for everything.. Continue to be with me and guide me well.
500 miles;6:37 PM
From Monday till Thursday i had church camp. Camp was really good as it was combined which another church(MPCC). MPCC = Marine Parade Christian Church. Though our church didn't really have any non-believers but the other church had 4 non-believers which is would be a challenge. They were all PRC and the camp was really suitable for them cos it was in Chinese. Moreover they were also students coming over to Singapore to study. As i was the leader of the group, i had to planned to share testimonies and really help them to open their heart. To really help them to understand the deep meaning of why Christ died for us on the cross and why we believe so much in our religion. It was really a challenge but luckily i had Zeng Rong Chuan Dao for my backing in case i fall short of expressing myself. Haha! Camp was really good cos you get to make new friends and know more in depth of ppl in your own church. Seeing them grow in spiritually and maturing from the camp, its just such an encouragement.
And edmund and I really have different experiences during the camp, for him i guess he learn more about Her and God, I guess its a good progress. In r/s, you really have to be close to God in order to have a Godly r/s. Its like a triangle, with God at the top angle and both of you in the sides of the triangle. Here's a picture of it.
When both of you grow closer to God, you will grow to know each other better and accepting and appreciating each other's flaws and strengths. Its such a special gift God has gave to couples.
For me, my r/s with her has been quite positive. Getting to know her more each day and really committing this r/s into God's hands. Seeking for His guidance to lead a Godly r/s. Though i know its quite difficult for us to actually be official cos of obstacles and a period of transition. I have faith in God that in Him, all obstacles are nothing. I'm also thankful about the trip to Tioman, it really let me see a lot of new insights. Normally a trip would help to see if 2 person can have a good progress or can only just be friends. This trip has taught me to a lot of things and i'm really thankful. I'm also thankful for Her to give this chance to get to know more about each other. I guess it will be a difficult and hard period if we got together but i really would wish to take this leap of faith to go into one. I believe God has something special for us, to learn from and grow close to Him. I'm happy for edmund that he took some time to think through and also take this leap of faith. I rarely see him so happy with someone and this 2 years has been a molding period for him and her. Mold them to be in a Godly r/s, may God really bless this r/s of theirs. Praise God for this..
I guess mine's still a complicated but committing to God would help us overcome the obstacles one by one. I pray that God would also bless this very special r/s with her. I commit everything into your hands Lord.
500 miles;10:01 AM
If anyone were to ask me if who have i truely loved, i would say its her. Maybe she doesn't understand why i would do so much for her. As a friend, i truely wish her happiness..
Thank you Lord for having her placed in my life.
500 miles;9:22 PM
Is love complicated? Or is it just God molding me which makes it complicated? I'm really confused. Just go with the flow.. Don't worry about anything else. If its God's will then he will bless this r/s, don't have to do anything extra. I still wonder what's on her mind... just feel some of the things she does hurts me but I will appreciate her for who she is and respect her.
Save me Lord.. I'm so physically, mentally & spiritually tired. Renew me once again.
Amen.
500 miles;9:46 PM
Exams please be over soon so i can enjoy my break. I'm quite excited about this coming break cos i have lots of activities. I'm thankful that God has really prepared me a exciting break and I'm looking forward to it. And plus he heard my prayers and some things are falling into place. But i need more time and patience to prepare myself and all. God, continue to mold me and prepare me for the journey i need to travel. I know it would be tough and unstable but I know you are always with me. Thank you for always being there for me and holding me up when troubles/problems arise.
*To her: Thank you for being always so understanding and patient towards me. I just thank God for you and you for being always so understanding. I think i need more time to prepare myself to maintain a Godly r/s and I'm leaving this r/s into God's hands.
500 miles;2:35 PM