I would walk
I would walk
I would walk
Hey excuse me
Hi my name is Bob and I work at my job
I make forty-some dollars a day
I used to be the man in my hometown
'til I started to lose my way
It all goes back to when I dropped out at school
Having fun, I was living the life
But now I got a problem with that little white rock
See I can put down the pipe
And...
And it's breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While my dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself...
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself
Losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way...
Can you help me find my way?
Now you gotta understand I was a family man
I would have gave anything for my own
But I couldn't get a grip on my new found itch
So I ended up all alone
I remember where I was when I got my first buzz
See I thought I was living the life
And the craziest thing is I'll probably never know
the color of my daughter's eyes
And it is breaking me down
Watching the world spin round
While me dreams fall down
Is anybody out there?
It is breaking me down
No more friend around...
And my dreams fall down...
Is anybody out there?
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell?
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Oh my god please forgive me (father hear my pray)
'Cause I know I've done some wrong in this life
If I could do it all again
Have just one more chance
To take all those wrongs and make them right
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself.
Can anybody out there hear me?
'Cause I can't seem to hear myself
Can anybody out there see me?
'Cause I can't seem to see myself
There's gotta be a heaven somewhere
Can you save me from this hell
Can anybody out there feel me?
'Cause I can't seem to feel myself
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
Losing my way
Keep losing my way
Keep losing my way
Can you help me find my way?
500 miles;12:13 AM
Amen.
500 miles;11:23 PM
Start of school and a new beginning of a new year. Had written down a list of resolutions and i counted 12. Like 12 tribes in the bible and 12 disciples. Hahaha.. You know, things hadn't been what i expected it to be and everyday i'd need to cry myself to slp cos i have no one to talk to except surrendering to God but i just can't surrender my 100% to him. Christmas and before christmas times were spent with someone whom i've waited for since 2004. I really enjoyed myself a lot and that's where we got to know each other more. Really really love her so very much but things turned quite bad when the start of a new year. God.. oh God.. Why do you do this to me everytime when things start to be so perfect, you know my faith in you so deep but why do you keep making my hopes disappear in thin air so sudden? Why can't love be so simple for me like those people on the streets? Why do i have to go through so much pain when loving someone? Am i not fated not to be in love and all? So much is going through my mind everyday during the start of 2007 and i really feel like just ending all this. God, i know you have been good to me but why can't my love be made good too? *Cries* You know how much she means to me, i've never made her overly important than you. I've always regarded you as the number 1 in my life followed by family, relatives and then her. God, please Hold me together cos i feel like i'm breaking apart and just end all this pain. God.. oh God.. Thank you for loving me and i really appreciate it. I don't know what's going to happen down the road but please guide me carefully. I really really really hope i can get back with her but that's only for you, Lord, to decide, not me. I'm just a believer who's faith is always strong for i know God always provides the Best. *CRIES*
I really love you so much but if God says we're not meant to be. I'll still respect him though it'll be so very painful. Guess you never did know how much you are to me. Hopefully, hopefully one day... i can show you.
500 miles;9:51 PM
Thank God for guiding me these 20 years and will continue to walk beside Him though it may be pain through the times of molding but i know he is always there to hold me up.
Thank my family for the support and encouragement they have given me, chances for me to change and believing in me that i would one day change.
Thank her for bringing a special meaning to my life and will always enjoy the time with her, her presence has brought me closer to God and i am thankful for her.