I would walk 500 miles

Monday, March 05, 2007

Hello to all, this few weeks had been quite a busy week because of my job and finding out what i would want to do in the future. Let me update on what i did last week. I went out with vincent and his army friends to Suntec's Career Fair 2007 as i wanted to find out on the modules i would take for psychology and also finding out where can i go to do a degree in psychology. I found out there were 3 options for me to do psychology, James Cook University, NTU & few german University in Berlin, Lyon, Grenoble & Bordeaux. This are the few options that i have and i would prefer doing my degree overseas as it would be more research-based and i like doing research because i would be able to show my creativity then rather than the books and exams. I actually don't really like exams you know. Haha.. The Career Fair was good as i saw other courses that might attract my attention but as for now, Psychology is my number 1 priority. After that i went to edmund's concert with Pei Wen and they all played not bad i guess beside the few mistakes here and there which i didn't feel comfortable with. As for Pei Wen, i could see she was about to doze off and didn't really have the feel for arts. Haha.. But anyways, i guess she understood a bit cos she did say she liked 2 songs played by someone named Natalie.

Sunday, was the pianist for service and it was BAD....... real bad cos the song leader screwed up and i took all the blame. The pastor asked me to PRACTICE HARDER and i was so pissed off but i still kept my cool and prayed to God for forgiveness and patience. Guess i just can't have that person as my song leader cos he's quite bad in song leading and quite tone deaf. Haha.. But not to criticize him cos he has the heart to serve so i hasn't criticize him. After i had bible study with my mentor and we shared on a topic. It was "Is it hard to be a good christian", i guess it is quite hard to be a very very good one because of the society and we do sometimes conform. But through God's grace and the death of Jesus, we are saved. So what we should do is just read his words and in every decision making, put God as priority. Fearing the Lord is the beginning of knowledge. Wisdom comes when we fear God and we ask for his guidance. And after church, was super super tired so went home and sleep.

Monday, which is today. I went out with my friends from SuperTeen Camp to catch up and update on our lifes. We went to Jurong East Swimming Complex to play and was quite tired, after we ate KFC for lunch cum dinner. After went home and change straight into my jogging attire and went out for jog. I feel quite accomplished cos i did 4.8km in 23mins and i feel i would want do better than the timing. Every week i would beat my old timing and make new records, i'm training now because when i go into Army in a year's time, it won't be that tough and i want to get GOLD for my NAPFA so i would have a higher chance to get into OCS. I guess all this would also depend on what God wants me to do and his plans for me. I always had faith in Him cos he never let me down. I'm now trying to apply for conducting course so i can help out during choir when the instructors are busy and my passion actually is still in music. It keeps me cool and it keeps me happy. Without music, my life would be sure a bore. *Laughs* I guess that's all for now and i continue to surrender and put my faith in God for i know he'll always provide the best for me. =)

Amen.

Lord, lead & guide me,
For i entrust my life to you.
For i know i am weak,
and without you i'm nothing.
I lift my life into your hands,
For your plans are always the best.

I would walk
500 miles;10:04 PM

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