I would walk 500 miles

Tuesday, March 20, 2007

Wosh, 5 days just passed like the wind. Time just passes so quickly and really can't catch up to it. I did quite a lot of reflection this few days tho its only a few days, and was talking to edmund and my teacher about topics during sunday. Found out a lot of insights and facts. I can't really explain how i'm feeling but i'm still feeling the same. Alrights, let me update on what i did on sat, sun and yesterday.

During Saturday early afternoon was meeting up with the guys to play soccer at a basketball court in yishun. The sun was like super hot and it heated up the concrete of the court. I was stupid enough not to bring shoes and wanted to play bare-footed as i prefer to have more feel and control for the ball. But the floor was too hot and had to run in the shaded parts where its not so hot. *Laughs* The shaded parts were like so lil and in the end still had to run up and support my teammates and then running back as quickly as i can to the shaded parts again. Couldn't take it so called one of my church mates to borrow shoes to play, then this malay bunch came up and asked if they could play. So we agreed and played with them, the pace was fast and after the game with them, all of us were like grasping for air. Though i was a player in my sec sch's soccer team but the pace was fast because of the small area and technique wise to have more precision control. But my team keep winning and i'm proud of them, they are edmund and weili. Edmund and I played soccer from young tgt so we have this special communicate without talking to know when and where to pass the ball. Good eh? =D So after soccer when over to his house and bathed, changed and walked to church. At night was the pianist and played for 2 hrs cause it was prayer and worship night. But i did enjoy playing the piano and helping to keep the mood of the worship going and it ended well.

Sunday woke up at 7 to prepare for church and all, made morning prayer alone so as to keep my mind focus on God(which i do that everyday not only on sundays k? lol) I guess it did help me get through the day well. Choir practiced new songs which i could easily sight-read though some mistakes but played averagely well. After choir went over to edmund's house to change up to jogging attire. My teacher, Edmund and me went Upper Pierce to jog which calculated 5 plus km. It was a good jog cos it freshen me up. Then during the night had dinner at edmund's place and after that asked both our parents to meet up cos i was too lazy to take bus home myself and we met up to eat durian. Gosh, it was soooo good but expensive. 5 durian cost us 55 plus a bunch of mangosteen totalled up to 65 bucks. Super ex..

Monday was waiting for Pei Wen to knock off from work cos she said she could leave half way. But the weather was quite bad and ended up going to toa payoh to do her things and then have my lunch. Borrowed a book which had Advanced Macromedia Flash Programming and she borrowed 3 other books and headed home. During evening went out with edmund to east coast for his CCA bbq. Then after that headed home at 10pm, reached home at about 1130. Did QT and reflection and slept.

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I was talking to edmund about something and he too was facing quite a same problem as me. Guess both of us can't let go of the ppl who are special in our lifes and all. And was talking about the right feeling for that special person. Sometimes our feelings are being confused by the Devil. Sometimes when we feel that its the right person, it may not be the right person because the Bible has stated that, the world is controlled by the Devil and even us christians are tempted by the Devil. So we should not jump to conclusions straight away when the feeling is right, we should pray asking God to help us guard our hearts and mind. And asking God to prepare us for our future partner and all. It is so important that we ourselves are prepared before we can lead a Godly relationship and to marriage. But the new fact about me is, I do want to get married and have children. I love children so much.. haha. I guess bringing up one would be a challenge and from my parents point of view, they always feel i'm a pain in the ass last time. *Laughs* Now i guess and i'm proud to say that i've matured so much and i'm also amazed how God molds a person into a better person. Trusting Him was never a wrong decision that's why i wanted to get baptize and do more for God, i was baptized on 25th December 2005. I've always made God the number 1 in my life and till now, no one could ever replace him, no one. Guess there's other more fact about myself which in time to know. Pray that God would help me guard my heart and mind. And i end off with a song which always helps me to keep my eyes on God.

Amen.

Big Daddy Weave - Word of God Speak

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay
The last thing I need is to be heard
But to hear what You would say

[CHORUS]
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself in the midst of You
Beyond the music, beyond the noise
All that I need is to be with You
And in the quiet hear Your voice

[CHORUS x2]
Word of God speak
Would You pour down like rain
Washing my eyes to see
Your majesty
To be still and know
That You're in this place
Please let me stay and rest
In Your holiness
Word of God speak

I'm finding myself at a loss for words
And the funny thing is it's okay

I would walk
500 miles;9:16 AM

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