Its been a while since i blogged. Alrights, let me update on the the whole of last week.

From Monday till Thursday i had church camp. Camp was really good as it was combined which another church(MPCC). MPCC = Marine Parade Christian Church. Though our church didn't really have any non-believers but the other church had 4 non-believers which is would be a challenge. They were all PRC and the camp was really suitable for them cos it was in Chinese. Moreover they were also students coming over to Singapore to study. As i was the leader of the group, i had to planned to share testimonies and really help them to open their heart. To really help them to understand the deep meaning of why Christ died for us on the cross and why we believe so much in our religion. It was really a challenge but luckily i had Zeng Rong Chuan Dao for my backing in case i fall short of expressing myself. Haha! Camp was really good cos you get to make new friends and know more in depth of ppl in your own church. Seeing them grow in spiritually and maturing from the camp, its just such an encouragement.

And edmund and I really have different experiences during the camp, for him i guess he learn more about Her and God, I guess its a good progress. In r/s, you really have to be close to God in order to have a Godly r/s. Its like a triangle, with God at the top angle and both of you in the sides of the triangle. Here's a picture of it.


When both of you grow closer to God, you will grow to know each other better and accepting and appreciating each other's flaws and strengths. Its such a special gift God has gave to couples.

For me, my r/s with her has been quite positive. Getting to know her more each day and really committing this r/s into God's hands. Seeking for His guidance to lead a Godly r/s. Though i know its quite difficult for us to actually be official cos of obstacles and a period of transition. I have faith in God that in Him, all obstacles are nothing. I'm also thankful about the trip to Tioman, it really let me see a lot of new insights. Normally a trip would help to see if 2 person can have a good progress or can only just be friends. This trip has taught me to a lot of things and i'm really thankful. I'm also thankful for Her to give this chance to get to know more about each other. I guess it will be a difficult and hard period if we got together but i really would wish to take this leap of faith to go into one. I believe God has something special for us, to learn from and grow close to Him. I'm happy for edmund that he took some time to think through and also take this leap of faith. I rarely see him so happy with someone and this 2 years has been a molding period for him and her. Mold them to be in a Godly r/s, may God really bless this r/s of theirs. Praise God for this..

I guess mine's still a complicated but committing to God would help us overcome the obstacles one by one. I pray that God would also bless this very special r/s with her. I commit everything into your hands Lord.

Amen.

I would walk
500 miles;10:01 AM

Thank God for guiding me these 20 years and will continue to walk beside Him though it may be pain through the times of molding but i know he is always there to hold me up.


Thank my family for the support and encouragement they have given me, chances for me to change and believing in me that i would one day change.


Thank her for bringing a special meaning to my life and will always enjoy the time with her, her presence has brought me closer to God and i am thankful for her.